For Forgiveness

[Guest nvzbl]

God, I ask you for forgiveness. I also pray that you find others to also forgive me. Sometimes I can be rude. Sometimes I am too quick to stand up for what I believe in. Sometimes I disregard the consequences too easily. But one thing I try not to be is dishonest. Sometimes I find your will at stake. Sometimes I fight for freedom. Sometimes I fight for lost souls. To accept understanding in the divine light of this great awakening is not an easy struggle. Only You God know why we walk this world together. It is the Love and only Love that forgives and sees past despair and misunderstanding. I pray for my fear of loneliness. I pray for my fear of being misunderstood. I pray because one or two words taken out of context can destroy the opportunity for one to properly express themselves. I told everyone I could not be here. They told me to stay. Only You God know WHY. I've built fond friendships. I've helped others to keep what they believe with respected accordance. I sacrificed myself as the rock they threw out. So that they may stay. I pray that honour and glory never beset you. I pray I'm also seen at face value. I pray that Your Will is made known to all men. I pray that Jesuss sacrifice was ever sufficient. I pray that He never has to hang on that cross. I pray for my kids, Lexus and Syrus. I pray for Dust. I pray for phatmass. I pray no one wanders. I pray no one ever strays. I pray no one is ever conquered. I pray that Love forever prevails....