God's Forgiveness On The Rejection Of His Grace....

[White Knight]

I'll start out with this Ive committed a Serious Sin, even though part of me didn't want to do this particular sin, yet I commited this sin anyway, basically and unfortunately Ive had a problem with this in the past Ive struggled with this sin for a long time, however yesterday I had the chance to walk away, and I didn't want to commit it this sin, but its no excuse for what Ive done, I committed it anyway, and I rejected God's Grace and the chance to walk away and I regret ever doing it that. I feel very bad and num, I grew too proud, and arrogant refused to receive the Grace I needed to overcome this sinful behavior, and now I wanna change that.

I plan on going to Confession, God WIlling, and I'm wondering if God will forgive my rejection and my weaknesses, I let passion get the best of me and I did nothing to stop it, however I'm in dire depression from it and I'm angry at myself for doing such a horrible thing.


Is there any advise you can give me besides going to confession, doing my penence, and trying my best not to committ this crime again? I wont say the sin, its private. and Plan to describe in full detail to the Preist, however I feel like this has been one of the worst things Ive done since my conversion, and I'm wanting to receive God's Forgiveness so badly.


Thank You.

Edited September 27, 2007 by White Knight

[cappie]

I'm not too sure what you want

The Father knows under what conditions our souls grow and mature. He knows what reminders are best for our weaknesses. He knows what steps must be taken to avoid the many obstacles the Enemy strews in our path. Most of all, He knows in what way our souls need to be purified, tempered and transformed so they can one day stand in His awesome Presence and not be annihilated.

[i]Lord and Father, grant that Your Holy Spirit may fill me with an awareness of Your Will in the present moment. I want to see Your Providence, Your guidance and Your grace in my daily life. Forgive me when I rebel because Your Will seems harsh at times. My light is dimmed by self-will and selfishness. My heart is not ready for sacrifice and my mind rejects what it cannot comprehend. Let Your mercy surround me and wrap me in a mantle of light. Let me see clearly the wisdom behind everything You permit and the love within everything you ordain. May our Wills join into one Will so I may do in this life what I shall do for all eternity—perfectly united to Your Will.[/i]