Kelly Enters Carmel

[Maria]

This is a letter Kelly's parents wrote on the Thomas Aquinas College alumni website. Some of you might remember my asking about what Carmel she might have been entering,

[quote]General News To all of Kelly’s friends,

Since Kelly is only able to correspond with her immediate family, she asked me to email you periodically, so this is the first update. Also, Mother Teresa, the Prioress requests that you please refrain from writing Kelly directly. Also, for the sake of protection of the Carmel’s privacy, please do not post or forward any picture of Kelly in the cloister. They need and deserve to protect and preserve their hidden life. If you have any questions, concerns or prayer requests you can send them in care of Mother Teresa. Alternately, you can always email me, as we will be writing to Kelly once a month.

On Ascension Thursday, May 17th, Kelly, Jeff and I and her aunt and uncle (Godparents) attended the Solemn High Tridentine Mass at the beautiful chapel of the Carmel of Jesus, Mary and Joseph Monastery in Valparaiso. The monastery is about 25 minutes north of Lincoln, Nebraska. During the Homily, the Monsignor gave special mention of Kelly’s forthcoming entrance. After Mass, 2 mothers of young postulant/novices who introduced themselves and offered to help us with the entrance process greeted us. These angel women were such a blessing! They gently guided us through the whole entrance and gave us much-needed pointers about where to stand and such for the best views. We were also told that we had only about 10 minutes to give hugs and say goodbye. (A short time, but I think it’s better than a prolonged goodbye—sort of analogous to ripping a band-aid off quickly to lessen the pain). We took a few final pictures, then went into the “Turn Room” to say goodbye. There were many hugs, kisses and tears from us and such a wide smile on Kelly’s face—she had been waiting so long for this day!

After our goodbyes, Monsignor rang the bell at the Turn and told the sister at the Turn that Kelly was ready. Then he and the Deacon gave Kelly a blessing and the door to the speakroom and cloister entrance was unlocked. Kelly went through the open door and waited at the closed Cloister door to enter. The first door was left open so that we could see Kelly being greeted by Mother Teresa. We were told that Mother Teresa, Mother Agnes (prioress of the novices) and the other 19 nuns would be lined up on both sides behind the door with lighted candles to greet Kelly. After what seemed like a very long time, Mother Teresa opened the door and Kelly knelt down and kissed the ground and the cross that Mother Teresa was holding. Kelly then walked through the door and into her new life.

She then went with the nuns into the Choir (the partitioned area on the right side of the Altar in the Chapel) and knelt at the Communion rail, while the nuns took their places in their Choir stalls. There are 10 stalls on the right and 10 stalls on the left side of the Choir and two stalls at the back—one for Mother Teresa and one for Mother Agnes. Since the Carmel is bursting at the seams, Kelly has the last stall in the Choir. We knelt at the Chapel Communion rail so as to get a good view of Kelly and the nuns in the Choir. Kelly then recited her Consecration and after that the nuns sang a beautiful hymn in Latin (or it could have been the Magnificat that they sang, I’m a bit fuzzy on those details right now, there was so much to absorb and we were very emotional). We saw Kelly cry during the recitation of the Consecration. When we asked her about it later, she said that they were tears of joy because she was so happy to be finally entering.

Then we went back to the speakroom to meet with all the nuns while Kelly got dressed in her postulant habit that the nuns had made for her. (She sent her measurements to them a few months back.) We were greeted by 21 of the happiest and most joy-filled women we have ever met. Some were very outspoken, some shy, but they all had on big smiles! There are currently 22 nuns (including Kelly), 10 of whom are either postulants or novices. Kelly is the “baby” right now, but not for long, because 2 more are set to enter in the next couple of months. A Carmel is generally limited to 21 nuns, so we think pretty soon a group of them will branch off and start a new Carmel somewhere else.

There was much good-natured ribbing, joking and laughing among the nuns and with us and that helped so much to dispel our tearfulness. I can’t remember all of their names, but I believe it is Sister Bridget who entered 6 months ago and graduated from TAC 2 years ago. She wanted to hear all about how the Chapel building at TAC was going and we promised we would send pictures of it when it was completed. One of the young Sisters came to the Carmel all the way from Australia, several are from small families like Kelly (2 are only children), and one even is a convert and her family is still non-Catholic. She said that the most her sister could say to her on the day of her entrance was “I’m sad that you are joining, but I’m happy for you that you are happy.” So, as hard as it was for us to let go of Kelly, we appreciate that for others it can be even more difficult, especially if they don’t understand or appreciate the cloistered contemplative vocation. Another older nun was so excited that we were from California, since that was where she was from. She was very quick-witted and many of the jokes and banter came from her (especially since she is from Southern California and Mother Agnes is from Northern California—the rumor that Northern California feels a rivalry toward and superior to Southern California is apparently alive and well). Sister Amy and Sister Juana Teresa were the two daughters of the mothers who came to the Mass to help us through the entrance process. We told them how friendly and helpful their mothers were to us.

After about 15 minutes our Kelly came in all dressed in her postulant habit. Her veil wasn’t tied tightly enough, so it kept trying to come off, but she looked so very beautiful and she was absolutely glowing! We honestly had never seen her as happy as she was at that moment. We visited with all of them for a few minutes longer, then they retreated for the Divine Office and we had Kelly to ourselves for a nice, long 1.5 hour visit before she joined her Sisters for lunch and picture taking (We had sent our camera through the Turn along with Kelly’s suitcase just before her entrance so that we could have a picture of Kelly in the Cloister.)

Lunch, which if you are curious, Kelly told us was veggie burgers, fruit, chips, punch and chocolate bars for dessert (Didn’t think nuns ate like that? Well, neither did we!). It was probably a bit different from their usual fare since they were celebrating a Feast Day and Kelly’s entrance. Then a nap for Kelly before we were due back for a final visit at 3p.m. By the time of our afternoon visit, everyone was exhausted and emotionally drained. Kelly told us that she actually slept after lunch, probably due to the fact that she had only been averaging 2 hours of sleep per night since graduation in an effort to get everything ready before her entrance. But she was still so very happy and grateful and full of love. She asked us to be sure to email you all and let you know that she sends you her love and prayers. Trust me on the prayers part—the prayer list she went in with was pages long!

It’s been very emotional for us since she entered—I’ve been used to talking to her every day and for the first few days I drove Jeff nuts because I kept looking at my cell phone—willing it to ring, I guess. We got our May letter in to her already, written 4 days after her entrance.

In closing, know that you have a serious prayer warrior on your side—she’s praying for each of you every day and probably all of the Sisters are as well. We know that they are praying for us and they have assured us that God is showering us with His graces. We’ve been feeling them, too; we both feel that we are enveloped in His sheltering arms as we go through this period of adjustment to a life without having our amazing, beautiful and loving daughter close by our sides.

In approximately 6-8 months, January or so, Kelly will have her Clothing. During Clothing she will receive the novice habit and be given her new name. As a postulant, she is called Sister Kelly, but that will change when she becomes a novice. We think that they take her suggestions for her new name into consideration, but Mother Teresa and Mother Agnes make the final decision. We’ll write to you all about it since we will be traveling to the Monastery for her Clothing.

Feel free to email us if you have any questions or any messages for our Sister Kelly.

Take care and God bless,[/quote]

[Veritas]

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That is a beautiful story.

Hmmm.... Was she a pm'er?

[Carmelitess]

Wow! Thank you sooooo much for posting that! I'm called to become a cloistered Carmelite, and it was so great to hear the "inside scoop" on someone's entrance into Carmel. It's so nice that the nuns let Sister Kelly take a nap---it sure sounded as if she needed one.

[Starets]

entering right out of university by the sounds of it. That sounds wonderful. And it sounds like a vibrant little community too. Great to hear

[A Yearning Heart]

Thats just beautiful Thanks for posting it.

[Lioness For Christ]

Very moving story! So glad to read it--I'm liking all the "inside stories"!

[Totus Tuus]

Thank you for sharing. That is very beautiful and... rejuvenating

[TotusTuusMaria]

J.M.J.

Thank you so much for sharing that! It was beautiful.

[Maria]

[quote name='Staretz' post='1298774' date='Jun 20 2007, 12:46 AM']entering right out of university by the sounds of it. That sounds wonderful. And it sounds like a vibrant little community too. Great to hear [/quote]
Yes. I met her when I was at TAC for for my brother's (and her) graduation. She entered later that week. My brother told me her parents had posted the story on the TAC alumni site, so that's where I got it from.

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That sounds so much like the entrance ceremony for St Teresa of the Andes. I wouldn't be able to stop crying if I went through that!

If you haven't seen the 6 hour mini series on St Teresa of the Andes - get a copy of the video. It is a tear jerker for Carmelite lovers. She was 18 when she entered Carmel and 19 when she went to heaven, and she was allowed to profess her vows just before she died (allowed in cases of grave illness). I had to stop the tape just to cry!

Valparaiso sounds so great - they have so many vocations so they must be doing something right!

[Sr Mary Catharine OP]

[quote name='nunsense' post='1299382' date='Jun 21 2007, 07:04 AM']That sounds so much like the entrance ceremony for St Teresa of the Andes. I wouldn't be able to stop crying if I went through that!

If you haven't seen the 6 hour mini series on St Teresa of the Andes - get a copy of the video. It is a tear jerker for Carmelite lovers. She was 18 when she entered Carmel and 19 when she went to heaven, and she was allowed to profess her vows just before she died (allowed in cases of grave illness). I had to stop the tape just to cry!



Valparaiso sounds so great - they have so many vocations so they must be doing something right! [/quote]

Teresa of the Andes is a great movie. Our novitiate sisters are probably going to start watching it soon on free nights. It should takes us a few months! The movie makes her a bit more appealing than her diaries do!

Vocations are a grace. PERIOD! It's not about what we do! It's not a good idea to think in terms of "they must be doing something right!" There are lots of good communities that don't get many vocations and they are good and faithful. It's up to the Lord to send those whom He wills where He wants!


PS Am praying for you! Not too many days to go, right!?

Edited June 21, 2007 by Sr. Mary Catharine

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[quote name='Sr. Mary Catharine' post='1299400' date='Jun 21 2007, 08:45 PM']Teresa of the Andes is a great movie. Our novitiate sisters are probably going to start watching it soon on free nights. It should takes us a few months! The movie makes her a bit more appealing than her diaries do!

Vocations are a grace. PERIOD! It's not about what we do! It's not a good idea to think in terms of "they must be doing something right!" There are lots of good communities that don't get many vocations and they are good and faithful. It's up to the Lord to send those whom He wills where He wants!
PS Am praying for you! Not too many days to go, right!?[/quote]

Sister

As usual, you are right of course, in that vocations are a grace and I am not doubting any community's faithfulness at all. After all, the community I am entering is small, 13 nuns, and probably no one really knows of them. Sometimes I think that media exposure like the internet and such, can help raise awareness of a particular community, but in the end, it is always God who calls souls to a vocation. Thank you for reminding me.

I enter in 24 days but am heading back to the States in 5 days where I will finish off some last minute business and shopping. Thank you for your prayers.

Annie

[TotusTuusMaria]

J.M.J.
[quote name='nunsense' post='1299382' date='Jun 21 2007, 06:04 AM']That sounds so much like the entrance ceremony for St Teresa of the Andes. I wouldn't be able to stop crying if I went through that!

If you haven't seen the 6 hour mini series on St Teresa of the Andes - get a copy of the video. It is a tear jerker for Carmelite lovers. She was 18 when she entered Carmel and 19 when she went to heaven, and she was allowed to profess her vows just before she died (allowed in cases of grave illness). I had to stop the tape just to cry!

Valparaiso sounds so great - they have so many vocations so they must be doing something right! [/quote]

It is funny you should mention that, Annie. When I was reading this it reminded me of St. Teresa of the Andes. The video series is so wonderful. It is certainly a tear jerker, but so good!

[Chiquitunga]

[quote name='TotusTuusMaria' post='1299558' date='Jun 21 2007, 02:13 PM']J.M.J.
It is funny you should mention that, Annie. When I was reading this it reminded me of St. Teresa of the Andes. The video series is so wonderful. It is certainly a tear jerker, but so good![/quote]

Hey guys, you probably know this already, but it's going to be on [b]EWTN July 9 - 13 at 5:30 PM (EST) - espisodes 1 thru 5, and episode 6, July 14 at 5 PM.
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I haven't seen it yet. Hey Annie, is it this movie series that you have on tape?

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Margaret Clare - see your PM. Annie