Scared

[DesiringMore]

Do you ever fear that the RIGHT NOW is not real? Do you ever fear this thing called life is just a big game or trick to someone?

the RIGHT NOW is real....otherwise what would it be?? the day that you are in, TODAY, is real...

[hopeful1]

among the biggest things i fear (and not necessarily in this order)

1) crabs- the crustaceans not the disease . You see, where i live the beach is practically my back yard and right around late summer it's mating season for crabs and i remember when i was little you used to see them swarming EVERYWHERE across the streets, and they would get into the pool, in the house and the bathroom. :toilet: My worst fear would be waking up and finding on in my bed! and around that time i DO NOT go into the garage without something on my feet and i am so militant about keeping the garage door closed so they won't get into the house. it used to be really bad back when i was really little, but you don't really see them as often now.

2. my future, and this fear that i can't seem to shake that i'll be miserable no matter what i do (perhaps a post for another day)

3. and perhaps my biggest fear-at the rate we're going, that human beings will end up destroying the world before God does :unsure:

[hopeful1]

the RIGHT NOW is real....otherwise what would it be?? the day that you are in, TODAY, is real...

then again, Gorgias once said "Nothing exists". not that i actually agree with this, but my college english teacher was really into this quote. (let's hear it for quality ed. at community colleges -_- )