Mercy me Posted November 12, 2006 Share Posted November 12, 2006 My prayers are for you as you battle this. Hang tough! I can tell by your posts that you are strong. You have the prayers of your pham as you take this on. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Balthazor Posted November 12, 2006 Share Posted November 12, 2006 [quote name='fearundercontrol' post='1117880' date='Nov 11 2006, 09:20 PM'] Who's maynard? (I'm assuming you're not referring to John Maynard Keynes. ) Thanks for the continued prayers. I finally got ahold of my best friend today and I told her about what's been going on. She gave me a good swift kick in the butt. I love her. She is always there for me but she never goes easy on me when I need it given to me straight. She doesn't beat around the bush and always tells me what I need to hear whether I want to hear it or not. And I swear she knows me better than I know myself. Anyways now I've got a pep talk to digest. Thank God for friends. [/quote] "Good Stuff, Maynard" was an adverstising campaign for Malto Meal. It is something like this: A little boy has an imaginary friend named "Maynard." The boy's father persuades the kid to try Malt-O-Meal by telling the imaginary friend' "Good Stuff, Maynard." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kosh Posted November 12, 2006 Share Posted November 12, 2006 good job! I'll keep praying Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mary EJ Posted November 12, 2006 Share Posted November 12, 2006 Wow... I just read this whole thing and... I'm blown away! As a teenage girl I completely simpathise. I often have the temptaion to see myself as... well you know better than anyone else. It must have taken a lot ao courage to do what you did. Wow... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fearundercontrol Posted November 12, 2006 Author Share Posted November 12, 2006 I'm so nervous about my appointment tomorrow. Everyone please pray for me. And I'm really starting to scare myself...I'm having more and more thoughts of purging.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mary's servant Posted November 12, 2006 Share Posted November 12, 2006 AMDG+JMJ We're still praying for you. May God continue to pour out strength and mercy upon you. You can get through this. May you continue to walk with the angels and saints God Bless Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Balthazor Posted November 12, 2006 Share Posted November 12, 2006 You will be great tommorrow. Relax. Do not be afraid. I am sure that you will feel better after your appointment. Prayers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
benedictaj Posted November 12, 2006 Share Posted November 12, 2006 I will pray for you. I haven't been where you are, but I've watched someone go there and come back. God bless you. Nossa Senhora da Conception Aparecida, opn!!!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mercy me Posted November 13, 2006 Share Posted November 13, 2006 Prayers for you! If you feel yourself waivering please reach out in faith, the Lord will help you. I will offer a rosary for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fearundercontrol Posted November 13, 2006 Author Share Posted November 13, 2006 About 45 minutes ago I actually gave in and tried to purge. It didn't work though. I must've tried for like five minutes, but my body did nothingi more than gag. What's maybe even worse, though, is afterwards I went back upstairs and tried to find something on the internet on how to purge in case I was doing it wrong. I think I'm starting to scare myself enough that more eager than nervous for my appointment with Sherie and am coming much closer to being willing to accept the help. The only thing is that I feel like I've got myself trapped now and I don't know if I can really stop. But I'm definitely coming much closer to wanting the help. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cmotherofpirl Posted November 13, 2006 Share Posted November 13, 2006 hurray! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fearundercontrol Posted November 13, 2006 Author Share Posted November 13, 2006 So I had my appointment today. Basically, I need to work on getting better or we're going to have to seriously consider partial hospitalization. Which I'm almost wondering if I need. Because I can't seem to get back on my feet. This is the place I'd probably be going to: [url="http://www.csyracuse.com/index.html"]http://www.csyracuse.com/index.html[/url]. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cmotherofpirl Posted November 13, 2006 Share Posted November 13, 2006 looks like a good place dearie. its there or eat. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fearundercontrol Posted November 13, 2006 Author Share Posted November 13, 2006 No inbetween? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cmotherofpirl Posted November 13, 2006 Share Posted November 13, 2006 nope you don't have to eat tons of food, just a balenced diet enough to keep you functionnig for school and play. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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