Balthazor Posted November 6, 2006 Share Posted November 6, 2006 I really do not have any good advice, but I can offer a prayer or two for you. Tell someone else that can help, please. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fearundercontrol Posted November 7, 2006 Author Share Posted November 7, 2006 Yeah I'm getting even more tempted to now. I scared myself today entertaininig the thought of throwing up dinner. (And this at least an hour before dinner that this was going through my head, mind you.) And from there thinking about throwing up whatever else I'm forced to eat, trying to figure out how I would manage it without anybody finding out. That really scared me. So now I am a LOT closer to calling Sherie tomorrow. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mary's servant Posted November 7, 2006 Share Posted November 7, 2006 AMDG+JMJ Prayers are still with you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fearundercontrol Posted November 7, 2006 Author Share Posted November 7, 2006 Please pray for courage for me today to make that phone call to Sherie. I want to but...well...yeah. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cathoholic_anonymous Posted November 7, 2006 Share Posted November 7, 2006 I am praying the Divine Mercy Chaplet for you. God bless. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fearundercontrol Posted November 7, 2006 Author Share Posted November 7, 2006 Thanks. I really don't think I can do it though. I planned on making the phone call after I got out of math class, and well I just got out of math class about 10 minutes ago, and my phone is still in my pocket. I can't get myself to make the call. Maybe I'm scared or maybe it's that other part of me that keeps telling me I'm not supposed to tell people. Or maybe it's both. I just can't do it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fearundercontrol Posted November 7, 2006 Author Share Posted November 7, 2006 It's 11:12...so technically I have 45 minutes left to call if I want a chance of getting ahold of her today. I might be able to call when I get out of my last class today (at 3:20), but I'm not sure how long I'd have because I don't know what time they close. Although my guess is four. I need to call, I know I do. Why then am I having such a hard time telling someone I really trust? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cathoholic_anonymous Posted November 7, 2006 Share Posted November 7, 2006 [quote]Or maybe it's both. I just can't do it.[/quote] You can't do it on your own, no. But in Christ you can do all things. Take courage. I will continue to pray. Love, CA Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mary's servant Posted November 7, 2006 Share Posted November 7, 2006 I'm still praying for you, you aren't alone. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fearundercontrol Posted November 7, 2006 Author Share Posted November 7, 2006 I just called but I had to leave a message w/ the receptionist to have Sherie call me back. The receptionist said she'll give it to her "as soon as she gets out." Hopefully that won't be while I'm on the way home in the car with my dad. And y'all can thank cmotherofpirl for literally MAKING me call. The sneak. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XIX Posted November 7, 2006 Share Posted November 7, 2006 CMom is an angel. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cathoholic_anonymous Posted November 8, 2006 Share Posted November 8, 2006 [quote]CMom is an angel.[/quote] Agreed. She can have my next rosary for her intentions - if she doesn't mind sharing it with fearundercontrol, that is. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Balthazor Posted November 8, 2006 Share Posted November 8, 2006 I am very happy you called. PRayers still with you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fearundercontrol Posted November 8, 2006 Author Share Posted November 8, 2006 Thank you for the continued prayers. Sherie didn't call back today, so I'm going to assume she'll call back tomorrow. So now instead of being nervous about [i]making[/i] a call, I'm nervous about [i]taking[/i] a call. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fr. Antony Maria OSB Posted November 8, 2006 Share Posted November 8, 2006 Allison, you did a great job today at calling Sherie: that takes a lot of courage. You've taken the first step in the right direction, you've gotten the boulder moving down the mountain, so now you just have to keep it rolling. Remember that you are never alone in this, Jesus is always right by your side, and know that you have all of us pham praying for you here. You're doing the right thing in getting help: keep it up! May God bless and protect you always in all of your endeavors! Your Brother in Christ, Joe Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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