Having hard time staying focused on the faith

[Guest :: FiniteONe ::]

Hello everyone in 2002 i was diagnosed with schizophrenia, but was still living secular consuming drugs and alcohol and was lost, i LIVE IN Lawrence Massachusetts I find it hard to concentrate on the faith and have a hard time trying to love Christ myself and others because of a gang in Lawrence. I'm not saying names but they burn Bibles, and are holding my brain Hostage I with four demons, trying to insteal fear and run my life, and trying to trying to make me gay, and are making me look like a joke spiritually. I pray that they go away and to but are like demons that are trying to look for a home to ruin. They are making me think too much and I keep hearing them saying sin,
I hope that you pray for me so I can endure this and live a happy catholic life thanks for support...