photosynthesis Posted November 15, 2005 Share Posted November 15, 2005 (edited) I am in a REALLY REALLY bad mood. i hate everything and everyone and most people aren't on my 'good list.' i am not a nice person. pretty much everyone I've talked to has been nice to me. but i have been/am being really mean to everyone i know and i feel horrible and depressed and i hate my life. i don't see what the point of this is anymore. my best friend in the whole world died...last year. every day it gets closer and closer to thanksgiving, which used to be one of my favorite holidays but now it is the WORST HOLIDAY EVER because he died on thanksgiving break. then the semester will end, then it will be his birthday. We were in love, and if he were to be alive right now we would be engaged and planning an awesome Hebrew Catholic wedding and looking forward to growing old together. I want to scream and throw things and cry and scare away the deer and the tourists, but nothing comes out. please pray. Edited November 15, 2005 by photosynthesis Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
photosynthesis Posted November 15, 2005 Author Share Posted November 15, 2005 I was so sad today that I skipped chorus. for those of you that know me, that's like a sign of the apocalypse. i NEVER skip chorus. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scardella Posted November 15, 2005 Share Posted November 15, 2005 If it makes you feel any worse, I broke up with my (then) fiancee the week of thanksgiving 3 years ago. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
photosynthesis Posted November 15, 2005 Author Share Posted November 15, 2005 [quote name='scardella' date='Nov 14 2005, 09:27 PM']If it makes you feel any worse, I broke up with my (then) fiancee the week of thanksgiving 3 years ago. [right][snapback]789150[/snapback][/right] [/quote] well, i don't know if it makes me feel worse... but I'm sorry. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Extra ecclesiam nulla salus Posted November 15, 2005 Share Posted November 15, 2005 Im sorry that your boyfriend died. It is so sad. ill pray for you. sam Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
photosynthesis Posted November 15, 2005 Author Share Posted November 15, 2005 [quote name='Extra ecclesiam nulla salus' date='Nov 14 2005, 09:36 PM']Im sorry that your boyfriend died. It is so sad. ill pray for you. sam [right][snapback]789163[/snapback][/right] [/quote] thank you... it is sad, but the good news is he became Catholic before he died... he always said becoming Catholic is the most Jewish thing you can ever do! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
photosynthesis Posted November 15, 2005 Author Share Posted November 15, 2005 please pray for me... i am really tempted to tell life, "YOU CAN'T FIRE ME BECAUSE I QUIT!" ineed hardcore prayers!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Socrates Posted November 15, 2005 Share Posted November 15, 2005 [quote name='photosynthesis' date='Nov 14 2005, 10:34 PM']please pray for me... i am really tempted to tell life, "YOU CAN'T FIRE ME BECAUSE I QUIT!" ineed hardcore prayers!!! [right][snapback]789221[/snapback][/right] [/quote] Isn't that James Dean's line from the movie "Giant"? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
photosynthesis Posted November 15, 2005 Author Share Posted November 15, 2005 [quote name='Socrates' date='Nov 14 2005, 10:50 PM']Isn't that James Dean's line from the movie "Giant"? [right][snapback]789235[/snapback][/right] [/quote] I don't know... maybe? I slept through most of "Topics in American Cinema." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
morostheos Posted November 15, 2005 Share Posted November 15, 2005 Definite prayers for you!!!! Just think of what he would want for you in your life - and know that he's probably up in heaven praying for you like crazy too! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
philothea Posted November 15, 2005 Share Posted November 15, 2005 Oh no! Prayers for you. I'm so sorry you are going through this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
homeschoolmom Posted November 15, 2005 Share Posted November 15, 2005 [quote] i don't feel good[/quote] The lesser known James Brown song... [img]http://www.foxnews.com/images/114774/3_22_brown_james_mugshot.jpg[/img] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
photosynthesis Posted November 15, 2005 Author Share Posted November 15, 2005 [quote name='homeschoolmom' date='Nov 15 2005, 12:14 AM']The lesser known James Brown song... [img]http://www.foxnews.com/images/114774/3_22_brown_james_mugshot.jpg[/img] [right][snapback]789348[/snapback][/right] [/quote] hahahahahaha!!! you crack me up!!! that is SO what I look like after not sleeping for 2 days (which is what's been going on)1!! this made me smile Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
homeschoolmom Posted November 15, 2005 Share Posted November 15, 2005 Oh, good... I wasn't trying to make light of your pain... I'm just being silly... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ardillacid Posted November 15, 2005 Share Posted November 15, 2005 [quote name='photosynthesis' date='Nov 14 2005, 09:10 PM']I am in a REALLY REALLY bad mood. i hate everything and everyone and most people aren't on my 'good list.' i am not a nice person. pretty much everyone I've talked to has been nice to me. but i have been/am being really mean to everyone i know and i feel horrible and depressed and i hate my life. i don't see what the point of this is anymore. please pray. [right][snapback]789138[/snapback][/right] [/quote] You were nice and found a squirrel pic yesterday which will be shared with my fellow squirrels so thank you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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