Piccoli Fiori JMJ Posted October 1, 2004 Share Posted October 1, 2004 I am sad cause I realized how much I am putting God out of my life and how society makes me sad by all the bad things that happen... I never get angry, I always turn to sadness... I am sad... I'm pledging for a sorority here... It's not bad at all, but there are times where I don't feel that I belong, but then there are times I do feel like I belong... I feel lost at school... I feel like I abonded God in order to develop a social life here Cheering me up won't help much, it's kinda self-inflicted sadness... I've talked with some other peeps about this, but alas, no one understands... The closeness and intimacy I once had has so quickly disappeared, and now I am so distant... My misery overwhelms me sometimes... I must be like the dust... humble, invisable, but not forgotten... I'm sorry I have to share my saddness with you all... I need an outlet... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
franciscanheart Posted October 1, 2004 Share Posted October 1, 2004 *hugs and prayers* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Piccoli Fiori JMJ Posted October 1, 2004 Author Share Posted October 1, 2004 You know, it seems like a lot of people are struggling with their faith right now. I offer up my sufferings and prayers for you who also suffer doubt and sadness... There isn't much else I can do... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StColette Posted October 1, 2004 Share Posted October 1, 2004 We love you Angela :wub: :group: And don't feel bad about sharing this with us because that's what we're here for Phatmass is a phamily remember ? and family members care about one another and help one another when they are struggling or sad. So never hesitate to call on us just to listen to you or to call on us for advice If you need to talk with someone, I'm sure many phatmasser will be more than happy to talk with you and listen to what you're going through, myself included. You may feel as if you have pushed God out of the main spotlight in your life or that you've abandoned Him, but knowing you I highly doubt this is true Your faith is very strong and you show in your posts here. Remember God will never abandon you and He will ease your worries and sadness Again the Pham loves ya girlie God Bless and Many Prayers, Jennie Catherine Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
picchick Posted October 1, 2004 Share Posted October 1, 2004 Prayers. I also feel like I am pushing God away sometiimes. Sometimes it is so hard. Hang in there Future Nun. I am praying!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Piccoli Fiori JMJ Posted October 1, 2004 Author Share Posted October 1, 2004 I need to go to a chapel with perpetual adoration... I know there is one rather close, but I don't want to go out driving... It's dark... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StColette Posted October 1, 2004 Share Posted October 1, 2004 Well, this is about the best I can do [url="http://adore.inetcam.com/dynamicindex/cam0av.html"]http://adore.inetcam.com/dynamicindex/cam0av.html[/url] It's a webcam within an Adoration Chapel I know it seems a little odd, but for those who don't have an Adoration Chapel near them or can't leave their homes for some reason I think it's a wonder idea. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Piccoli Fiori JMJ Posted October 1, 2004 Author Share Posted October 1, 2004 There are many wonderful sites like that! Thanks for reminding me! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StColette Posted October 1, 2004 Share Posted October 1, 2004 yw Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Piccoli Fiori JMJ Posted October 1, 2004 Author Share Posted October 1, 2004 Jennie you are most awesome and an excellent witness to the faith! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StColette Posted October 1, 2004 Share Posted October 1, 2004 [quote name='FutureNunJMJ' date='Oct 1 2004, 12:23 AM'] Jennie you are most awesome and an excellent witness to the faith! [/quote] thank you, but I see so many here on Phatmass who are far above me in the circumstances of being "most awesome and an excellent witness to the faith" but I do try to be what God wants me to be Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Piccoli Fiori JMJ Posted October 1, 2004 Author Share Posted October 1, 2004 [quote name='StColette' date='Oct 1 2004, 12:27 AM'] thank you, but I see so many here on Phatmass who are far above me in the circumstances of being "most awesome and an excellent witness to the faith" but I do try to be what God wants me to be [/quote] Let's just say you are my phatmass role model... kinda like Laura and your guys' "sisterhood" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
i feel like im taking crzy pills Posted October 1, 2004 Share Posted October 1, 2004 I know how it feels to be pushing God away sometimes, but we still gotta hang in there. Just remember what everyone at phatmass tells ya cuz its good advice sometimes. I sometimes don't know what to do with anything and feel like I am mentally dead. I get all upset over little things and no matter what, I find it hard to talk to God about how I feel. But I will pray for you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StColette Posted October 1, 2004 Share Posted October 1, 2004 (edited) [quote name='FutureNunJMJ' date='Oct 1 2004, 12:32 AM'] Let's just say you are my phatmass role model... kinda like Laura and your guys' "sisterhood" [/quote] awwwwwwwww thanks that really means a lot Edited October 1, 2004 by StColette Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Piccoli Fiori JMJ Posted October 1, 2004 Author Share Posted October 1, 2004 [quote name='i feel like im taking crzy pills' date='Oct 1 2004, 12:37 AM'] I know how it feels to be pushing God away sometimes, but we still gotta hang in there. Just remember what everyone at phatmass tells ya cuz its good advice sometimes. I sometimes don't know what to do with anything and feel like I am mentally dead. I get all upset over little things and no matter what, I find it hard to talk to God about how I feel. But I will pray for you! [/quote] Thank you very much! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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