Personal Prayer Request

[BarbTherese]

Saw the cardiologist this morning and have to have more tests for various things.  He mentioned that it might even be emphysema.  I was a very heavy smoker during my ill years and still have a cigarette now and then.   I am hoping that my dying and death will not mean that my family has to stand around and watch me die over an extended period.  They suffered terribly during my 20 years of serious bipolar episodes - it was a helpless type of feeling for them all, especially for my sons. 

A prayer appreciated - whatever God might will for us all.  Thank you - I pray daily for Phatmass membership and readers, especially for those asking for prayer.