Life

[Tab'le De'Bah-Rye]

I hate this life and the only 2 I love is Jesus and mother Mary they both give me the kind of love I want, I ain't never met no saint though st Therese helped me big time once and wouldn't have a clue about angels and the devil and demons make me furious. 

Please pray for me a sinner, I want someone in the flesh to love and be loved by, someone to laugh and cry with, a best friend, I dont fully get anyone not family or friend and find most if not all totally different to me,if I'm not doing daily rosary and going to holy mass often, I feel utterly alone, confused, abandoned, condemned for eternity, helpless, useless. I can't work so can't support a family I'm not asking for a wife though girls are cool maybe idk never really been close to any,but they are extremely attractive.

Thanks GodblesS