Work troubles

[dominicansoul]

A few years ago, I was forced into a job position I would have NEVER applied for.  Alas, the higher ups justified it by saying my position was no longer needed and when I initially got the job, I agreed to doing whatever duties and job they wished.  It's been tough.  I feel like I am not as mentally skilled for this position.  It takes brilliance.  I'm not brilliant.  And I do make mistakes.  Sometimes the mistakes are washed away by the ebb and flow of the business, other times, not so much.  Well, this is "other times."  Tomorrow I have to explain a heavy mistake to the bosses.  This mistake involves a few doctoral students and an entire Doctoral Program.  It can weaken our reputation and worse, our school can get sued.  I'm afraid I've already received one oral reprimand because of an unscrupulous and unmerciful supervisor.  If I get another, I may be on the brink of extermination.  I have a mentally ill sibling who depends totally on me for financial support.  I cannot lose this job.  It pays very well and has excellent benefits.  I do not see myself able to land another solid job like this one.  As hard as it is, I bear it for survival.  

Pray for me pham.  thanks!