Pray for my estranged husband

[CoffeeCatholic]

Please pray for me and my husband.  We've been separated since, at least, November.  Though really, we've been "apart" since about April.  But he really messed up in November, ended up loosing his job because of it and, consequently, I had to get a restraining order against him.  I'm filing for legal separation, but it breaks my heart.  I feel like such a failure, even though I know I'm doing the right thing, and I know that the church even supports separation or divorce in cases like ours (abuse, several kinds).  The hardest part is just how lonely I am.  We have 4 very young kids together, but now it's all on me, and I live in a very remote, rural area, far from any family.  Right now, I'm sitting up in bed just wishing I had someone to talk to.  So i pulled up Phatmass for the first time in a long time.  Why can't things just become normal overnight?  Why did he have to do all of this to us?