Decisions and frustrations

[beatitude]

Three years ago I got a grant for a small Catholic NGO to spend on catechesis and peace education, and they haven't sent in the financial reports to the funding body. I know they spent the money honestly. They are just incredibly disorganised, and the paid staff seem to want me to handle everything to do with this situation, even though I did all the fundraising voluntarily and was always clear my involvement wouldn't be long-term. Their audit isn't something they should be expecting a former volunteer to do. I don't have access to the invoices and other things the funding body wants, as I'm not even in the same country as this NGO any more. Unfortunately it's my name that's tied to this mess and I am afraid I'm going to get a bad reputation in the humanitarian sector for being flighty with grant money. Please pray it will be resolved quickly and I don't keep getting dragged into it.

Please also pray for me to make good choices about my future. I have submitted my PhD and right now I'm unsure what God really wants of me in terms of career. I never deal well with uncertainty.