Really having a hard time

[CatherineM]

I'm under so much stress right now that I feel like I'm going to have a stroke. I've been praying more than I think I ever have before, but it keeps getting worse. I've been trying to take it all on myself because stress can make my husband really ill. I've been sheltering him from the worst of it. It overwhelmed me tonight so he found out how bad it's been for me. It may lead to permanent changes to who we allow in our lives. I just wish we could find a solution. I wish I could be cold and not care anymore.