had a hard spat

[superblue]

So I just a few minutes ago ran an emotional gauntlet with my depression, and realized where it started from a conversation earlier in the day that stressed me out, it carried over to a class, and i just felt horrible. Just started thinking about home, which made things worse....  

I get to eat dinner soon though so the up tick will start soon enough.

Please pray that I continue to persevere on this path to becoming a Benedictine, because as it appears to me, I may not be meant for much in life, and if I let this one slip through my fingers I am not really sure what else I can do given my circumstances. An a heart for Christ doesn't always equal a prosperous and stable job...

maybe a shorter goal for myself is to just calm down in the next few minutes.

 

peace out.

yall are in my prayers too.