Really Struggling

[CatherineM]

I've been a member of Phatmass for almost ten years and just don't know if I can do this anymore. I put this in prayers so that I didn't start another fight and I need prayers because I'm really angry right now. I used to find it comforting and supportive here, but most of my supportive friends don't post much here anymore. I understand why, and have no idea how to fix things. All I can do is fix me, and being angry is not how I like to be, or should be.