Extremely upset and anxious

[Maggyie]

I'm 21 weeks pregnant on Monday. I've been feeling the baby kick for a couple weeks and yesterday there was a ton of activity. Today the baby kicked as usual early in the morning but suddenly got very quiet for the rest of the day. I'm very upset and thinking the worst after so many first trimester losses.

 I ate something sugary and am lying down. I have a regular ultrasound scheduled for Monday and my husband can't come. I had an appointment yesterday and the substitute nurse goofed around a lot with the dopplar before finding the heartbeat. My heart was in my throat even though I felt baby moving at that time. I just can't stop crying!! It is worse than 1st trimester because I let myself get attached and think of nursery furniture and baby names. Please let my baby move!!! Please let baby stay with me!!!