Contacting a religious order

[Kateri89]

I just contacted the community I've been interested in and am going on a second retreat with them.  I've visited several orders before but have never gone back for another visit.  When I called this time, I talked with the vocations director and told her about my interest in the order and opened up about my interior experiences on the last retreat.  I'm normally a very shy, reserved person so I was incredibly nervous.  If I thought that I'd be calmer after talking to her, I was wrong.  I'm excited for the retreat but also increasingly nervous because now I feel like they will be more observant of me during that time.  Anyway, I'd really appreciate prayers for me to have an open, trusting heart on this retreat so that no matter what I discern, I can accept that it's God's will for me.