Depression From Recent Events

[LadyOfSorrows]

As many of you know, I had to postpone my wedding because I've been struggling with vocational issues all throughout my relationship.

 

I needed some freedom to discern these issues without being pressured by a wedding date. Well, my fiancé of almost 4 years left me and has begun dating other women.

 

I feel abandoned and hurt. Lately it has been hard for me to sleep and get out of bed. Everything hurts, even going to Mass and adoration. I can't experience joy and going out to do fun things is even more exhausting. This has been going on for over a month. Every night I go to bed wishing I won't be waken up in the morning.

 

My ex-fiancé and I are meeting to do mediation with a marriage counselor next Saturday, the 15th and I really need prayers that his heart will be softened. I've honestly thought about cancelling it because he seems reluctant now and I don't want to allow myself to be hurt anymore. I can't handle it. Please pray for us.