Update On Suicide Thoughts

[Hemma]

Thanks to everybody who prayed for me. God's first intervention was that a friend of mine called. She was in church as she sometimes does after work and somehow she had a strong notion of my person. That was unusual and she felt she should call me. I didn't think of her, but she was the one friend I could talk with about the mentioned story. Apart from that we are not that close. We talked for an hour or longer until I was calm. Afterwards the prayers of you all helped me to stay in the Lord. It was not easy, but it was not dangerous any more.

Still I am frightened what comes next - it's a sad story and maybe this was just the sad end of it (which would be bitter too, but relieving because it's over and can't get worse any more).