Whatitisidontknow

[superblue]

Well tomorrow will make the end of my first week of classes, I have wonderful instructors, classes are relatively easy, the problem I am facing is thankfully after class when I get home, I become so shell shocked, and bounce around with depression anxiety after class is over. I eventually snap out of it, but it is excruciating on the inside, my meds help me get through the classes, and I suspect further in the year I can probably relax just a bit on my anxiety medication rather relying on it to actually go to class. ( which no worries I follow the prescription i don't yo yo my meds  i just have the option of what time of day i want to take it. )

 

But see thing is i am clinching my jaws with out realizing it or the stress this past week has been going to my jaws making em really sore...

 

i just want to stop being so afraid  and hurt all the time.