Return To Secular Life

[faithcecelia]

Nearly 3 weeks after leaving the enclosure things are beginning to come together for me to fully return to secular life (I am currently in the extern quarters). Friends have generously offered to be guarantors on a flat, which means its now realistic that I can find somewhere and move in, get furnishings etc. Part of me finds it strangely exciting - I am literally starting from scratch at the age of 34 - but a bigger part of me is still devastated and in some ways, afraid. My asthma is still dreadful too and I suspect another admission is imminent. Please pray that someway or another things work out. Thanks.