Sorry Sheepies Pt2

[Tab'le De'Bah-Rye]

By the way it is irish wolf hound not irish setter which i think i said.

But anyhow perhaps i am a hound that so desires to be a sheep which is not his place which is envy. I am sorry for that and it is perhaps not my place to say and really should be up to the shepards, but it seems to me there are plenty enough a lost sheep chewing over junk food instead of the beautiful lush green grass of holy scripture and sacred tradition, whatever it be entertainment in t.v, books or whatever. We are to be in the world but not of the world.

 

And Godthefather i do get that song where she says "we don't belong here' but it seemed so whingy whiny as if 'oh poor me', when it is actually an advantage for christians and should be the drive to with the grace of GOD change the beasties into sheepies, a desperate call of love from GOD to the sheep to gather more sheep that we may not feel so alone and on a more personal level to be closer to GOD and not the world, to have Jesus as your bestest friend. I do struggle with this feeling also. Also i took her singing "let it all fall down" perhaps wrong, i took it  as don't bother with fixing the world just let it disintegrate and self destruct. I personally believe in recycling, renovating, renewal, RESURECTION.

 

Also i fight the wolves not to beat them into a bloody pulp and leave them laying in the gutter but to drag them to the shepard that he may make them a sheep, an actual sheep and not a wolf in sheeps clothing, Jesus can do this to any kind of beastie. 

 

And finally again i am sorry for that comment it was out of place, out of context and really out of character for me, well not really because i have been sick for a week and a half fighting temptation not just begone and it goes but saying that as well but it not going, which truly isn't the last week and a half has been multiple years but the last week and half for a particular temptation. I apologise for my lack of temperance and empathy at times and i am very sorry for that and that you all had to be a witness to that. And that's about all i have to say. God bless you all.

 

All glory to GOD.

 

Edited April 22, 2014 by Tab'le De'Bah-Rye

[Tab'le De'Bah-Rye]

P.s. and i really do have empathy for any sexual abuse case whether teenager or full grown women,  i don't have enough though i guess something to do with mistrust of women, i had a bad experience with a young women once whom accused me and punched me in the face in front of her friends and mine for sexually abusing her which i did not do, No means No, i know this very well, before and after this vixen accused me of molesting her. And i know very well this is not the case in half,most or all sexual abuse cases, but at least some are and were actually consentual but there is some confusion as to what being played is and what is being molested or raped and innocent people are being condemned though they may be sleezes they are not rapists or molesters. Oh this sexual incident occurred before i became a christian and i guarentee you that it was not molestation, she said no once and i pursued a second time and she said no a second time so i stopped. Sounds sleezy right? Yeah it was. 

 

Edited April 22, 2014 by Tab'le De'Bah-Rye

[Tab'le De'Bah-Rye]

I was about 20 and she was 15 or 16 and we where all sleeping in my best friends spare room, me and her on the floor. And i caressed her stomach at first with no reply so pursued further. Sicko i possibly was, less sick i be now, thanks be to GOD.

[Tab'le De'Bah-Rye]

Also i haven't deliberately harboured this resentment and mistrust for women out of spite or anything, it has baffled me for years why i have this mistrust and finally the light has been shone on the darkness and i am illuminated as to where it came from. Alleluia. Now i can heal with Gods grace.