BarbTherese Posted February 25, 2015 Author Share Posted February 25, 2015 After lingering for a few years in the doldrums, wondering what my commitment in this 'new' suburb and location meant in terms of Bethany as a way of life, things are starting to unfold. I shifted to this 'new' suburb in September 2009. First, I had to resign from one of my voluntary positions on a reception desk for emergency assistance with Anglicare. After my fall and foot injury, Anglicare requested a doctor's clearance to return to work. I was shocked when my (so called) GP refused to give me a clearance. This was not due to my foot injury which is healing very nicely, but rather to my long standing back and hip problem - and this really did take me aback on two fronts. First with four years now of voluntary work 'under my belt', I had never ever been asked for a doctor's clearance before. Secondly, this GP I had been seeing was not at all satisfactory. He refuses to prescribe psychiatric medication (never had that one before either), which meant that my psychiatrist was posting scripts to me as she is located in my previous suburb and quite a distance from where I am now. This 'GP' also has given me incorrect advice about two non psychiatric medications. I have been seeing him only because he is just a five minute walk from me. After quite considerable research over the past year, I now think I might have found a GP who will prescribe psychiatric medication and also who bulk bills. My previous medical clinic here in this suburb began over a year ago to charge $14 per visit. Hence I had been seeing the 'GP' who is a five minute walk away. This new GP that I have now more or less 'fell over' is only a bus trip from me. My first visit is Friday 27th Feb 2015. On the voluntary work front. When I advised my second voluntary position also on the reception desk for emergency assistance that I would have to leave. My boss informed me that he did not want a doctor's clearance and if I liked, I could work for him 2 days weekly instead of 1 only. I also learnt that Anglicare and The Church of England operate as two different entities. Very happily I accepted two days with the Church of England charity. As a result of accepting two days with the CofE, one of my voluntary days changed. The result of that very happy change is that most of the time I can attend weekday Mass at least once each week (bus trip and bit of a walk). But things have changed too on another front without me realising change was in process. In my previous suburb, I had many indeed visitors in some sort of need and thanks to my counselling days, if I couldn't help them, most often I could give them contacts that could probably help them. In this current suburb, it is absolutely far more affluent than my previous suburb. What is happening here I am now realising is that I am making contact with lonely and isolated people for one reason or another and we are meeting for lunch or coffee (in my previous suburb none could afford such luxuries). What I am going to be doing is having a BBQ here in Bethany or some sort of lunch or dinner and bringing people together to hopefully find that they do have friends after all - by meeting and getting to know each other. My shift into this suburb and parish was not my choice, it was a mandatory shift by the government authority whose tenant I am; hence, I regard the shift as God's Will for me...........but for quite a while, a few years, I have languished in the doldrums wondering what my day to day life actually was in terms of Bethany as a way of life. Now I am starting to see it unfold I think! Anyway, almost suddenly my days are totally committed across the board of weekday Mass weekly at least, daily prayer and Silence (Mary) and the works of Bethany (Martha) which includes my voluntary work assisting people in need. Martha and Mary were sisters who lived in Bethany just outside of Jerusalem and with their brother, Lazarus, were obviously very close friends of Jesus. Jesus raised Lazarus from the dead and I certainly feel with 20 years of very serious psychotic illness and episodes now over 10 years in the past, that Jesus has indeed brought me back to life again. Amazingly through those 20 years of serious illness, Bethany continued to function - although there were gaps when I was in hospital, but even in hospital I was making contact with people in need and if the staff felt I was well enough, they would let me walk to Mass, which I frequently did do. It was a short walk from the hospital. That parish priest would visit me if I was unable to walk to Mass and bring Holy Communion and hear my Confession. Father is now diocesan Vocations Director. Hence Bethany was still functioning through my very ill years, even if it was frequently changing gears from me in hospital and ill and me out of hospital and functioning ok. Bipolar is episodic and in between times for many sufferers, including me, I was quite well in-between those very ill times. It was a very confusing time spanning many years since I was never sure which was the real me, the ill me or the well me. In the end, I resigned to it all and accepted the identity confusion. If I didn't know who I really was, I was confident that The Lord indeed did know. Work as if everything depended on work and pray as if everything depended on prayer..........because it does! _______________ I will be posting at a later date some time, all the meanings of "Bethany" which did exist also in the Old Testament but has never been located to date. And of course there is Bethany in the New Testament and the location of Martha, Mary and Lazarus. "Bethany" has quite a few meanings. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BarbTherese Posted February 25, 2015 Author Share Posted February 25, 2015 Was going to edit slightly my previous post and I had another good laugh when the following once more came up............ They found us. I don't know how, but they found us. Run for it Marty!!! You do not have permission to edit this topic Need Help? •Our help documentation •Contact the community administrator Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BarbTherese Posted March 8, 2015 Author Share Posted March 8, 2015 For quite a few days I was unable to login to Phatmass and could not get past the 404 Message when I tried to login. This was after deleting my browsing history.........a couple of times! And also after emailing dUSt........... a couple of times..........to complain loudly about my problem. Sorry bout that dUSt HITCH SEEMS TO BE THAT I HAVE TO DELETE BROWSING HISTORY EVERY TIME I WANT TO LOG IN. First, it hit me that on my laptop here, I have a "Guest" login facility. I tried logging in to Phatmass using "Guest", but was still unable to login. I decided that I would be unable to ever login to Phatmass ever again as potential and had begun to pray that I would be accepting of God's Permissive Will and for success in His Grace to deal with already on-setting severe (for me) withdrawal symptoms. This morning it hit me that it might have been that I was not logged in to Phatmass on "Guest" and had not deleted my browsing history either possibly. Turned out I was not logged in and had not deleted my browsing history - and when I did both these actions on "Guest", I had success and could login and access the forums. It simply means for me that if I want to login to Phatmass, I "Switch Users" and access Phatmass through "Guest". God is good to His Least and it seems to me the really lower I fall down on the scale of things and know it with unerring certainty, the more He comes to my rescue - totally undeserved for sure on every level. Is God Good? He is absolutely totally and over the top amazingly and outstandingly Goodness Itself, from which His equally amazing Mercies readily flow. There is a very cheeky indeed Psalm-line in the Divine Office (Douay Rheims Translation - Psalm 50 " that thou (The Lord) mayst be justified in thy words and mayst overcome when thou (The Lord) art judged. [7] For behold I was conceived in iniquities; and in sins did my mother conceive me.") ..........brackets mine. Psalm 50 is an extremely beautiful Psalm for the sinful who plead for God's Mercy : http://www.drbo.org/chapter/21050.htm Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BarbTherese Posted March 8, 2015 Author Share Posted March 8, 2015 Testing...........with success again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BarbTherese Posted March 9, 2015 Author Share Posted March 9, 2015 Oh boy! I can still login and post. After all my.......on the precipice of near despair of ever being here again......... Tis truly a most stunningly amazing matter to me!............even though I have to delete my browsing history every time. This is another test post to ensure I am not hallucinating! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BarbTherese Posted March 9, 2015 Author Share Posted March 9, 2015 Sorry to annoy - Would like to ensure that I can still post ok on "Guest" and hopefully without needing to delete my browsing history again. Edit: Wow! All running according to hopes. Personally, I think that our fearless leader, dUSt, is pretty special. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BarbTherese Posted March 13, 2015 Author Share Posted March 13, 2015 I had a wonderful experience in my voluntary work last week. A homeless women came in asking for a bandaid. When I looked at the sore on her hand it was infected and she really needed to see a doctor and I advised her accordingly. At first her body odour was so nasty, I almost pulled back from her - but as I applied a temporary bandage to the sore, the odour did not change into roses or lilies or anything like that, but I no longer experienced it as quite nasty, rather to the contrary and it was no longer nasty nor unpleasant. And in the applying of the bandage, I became conscious of being outstandingly honoured to be attending to one of her needs. I have never been able to see Jesus in other people, but I can experience them as beloved by Him ......... and with the lady above, I was conscious of someone very close indeed to Him and I was humbled. She had already made arrangements to see a doctor. ___________ Still logged in ok through "Guest" but still unable to login in my normal manner, despite deleting all browsing and cookies again. Mystery! :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BarbTherese Posted March 16, 2015 Author Share Posted March 16, 2015 Had lunch yesterday in our (voluntary work) free/low cost canteen and met the homeless woman I wrote about last post. She has seen a doctor and is on antibiotics. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BarbTherese Posted March 30, 2015 Author Share Posted March 30, 2015 Caught up with my homeless lady at lunch today - her hand is completely healed. She is a client shining rays of bright sunshine and happy smiles around our mission. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AccountDeleted Posted March 30, 2015 Share Posted March 30, 2015 That's great Barb! I just started regular volunteer work with a local Council. It's nice to give something back, isn't it? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BarbTherese Posted March 30, 2015 Author Share Posted March 30, 2015 That's great Barb! I just started regular volunteer work with a local Council. It's nice to give something back, isn't it? Thanks nunsense. Good to catch up with again, gal! I hope you will really enjoy your volunteer service with the local council and find it entirely rewarding as volunteer work is. I am very grateful indeed to be able to be helpful having for so many years been desperately in need of help myself, including through years of homelessness and poverty, illness. These people do not realise that they are giving far more than they are receiving - and they really are. Very often they are entirely humble and gentle people who have fallen on hard times, and very often not through their own fault. As I experienced being a fellow psychiatric patient with mental illness sufferers, they have a great sense of humour and of the funny and absurd in life as do many of the people who come into the mission needing help of some kind. It is so warming to see people in hard times and suffering being blessed by The Lord with much Joy and laughter. At our mission we can provide food parcels, clothing etc and cheap midday nourishing meals - free for those who don't have any money. We have a (sort of) gym, exercise classes and lounge with TV - we have a second hand shop or OP Shop as we call them here as you would know. But what I really love about being part of this Anglican mission to the poor, is that our own staff facilities are marked by great age, badly in need of refurbishment and we staff are often running out of the necessary and woe is me, sometimes it is toilet paper ! - i.e. all is marked by real and observable poverty. All we do get in donations goes straight to the poor. I am so very grateful to be a part of it all. God bless and doubtless we will catch up again on the rounds of Phammy............Barb Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AccountDeleted Posted March 30, 2015 Share Posted March 30, 2015 I am so glad you are enjoying your work Barb. I used to do that kind of hands-on volunteer work but these days my work is to help the helpers. I do admin work in the office, answer phones, set up interviews for prospective volunteers, make appointments and schedule transport for the elderly, input data, etc. I guess I'm more of a volunteer for the volunteers - lol. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BarbTherese Posted March 30, 2015 Author Share Posted March 30, 2015 I am so glad you are enjoying your work Barb. I used to do that kind of hands-on volunteer work but these days my work is to help the helpers. I do admin work in the office, answer phones, set up interviews for prospective volunteers, make appointments and schedule transport for the elderly, input data, etc. I guess I'm more of a volunteer for the volunteers - lol. Ahhh yes! There are those very important people indeed that are 'behind the scenes' without whom a worthy and needed organization or institution would fold completely. When I worked full time doing secretarial work, Management by Objectives was then the in-thing.............in vogue way back then. The first talk I heard about it, the speaker took up the instance of the person who empties the waste paper baskets and we were asked to contemplate where the offices and we would be without them. Everyone has a task and the task is very important, invaluable, to the whole. The key word, for me, was "invaluable". Of course, later I was able to tie Management by Objectives in with the Doctrine of The Mystical Body and all our various tasks and gifts absolutely necessary to the overall functioning of the whole. And this, of course, ties in with all the various vocations and calls by The Lord into His Vineyard............none is less, none is more - all are in place out of absolute necessity to the whole. With St Vinnies, I mainly do the monthly Minutes of Meeting - someone has to push the paper around and keep the paper on the move and this is absolutely necessary to the functioning of SVP at parish level. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AccountDeleted Posted March 30, 2015 Share Posted March 30, 2015 I will be chief assistant to the assistant chief! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eowyn Posted April 4, 2015 Share Posted April 4, 2015 Barb, the SVDP is an amesome group. We have a conference at my parish. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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