Hard Time

[The Bus Station]

Sorry to post two prayer requests in a single week for myself.  I'm a little embarrassed. This is just a safe space to get all this out.

 

I've been in a bad living situation for the past 6 months: one roommate is a military vet with PTSD (in addition to several additional mental wounds), the other roommate is a clinically depressed and, frankly, socially inept guy.  I'm a very melancholic and sensitive person so it's taken quite an emotional toll on me living with them, to the point that I think I've become depressed.  I have fallen way behind at work and need to rush to get projects done, because I simply can't focus, and oftentimes I can't even start working because I have no motivation.  I have started eating really poorly as well.  Basically I have become lethargic, uninterested, unhappy.  And it's affecting my spiritual life as well, which hurts most of all.

 

Now, Thanks be to God, I am moving out in January, and moving in with a family member.  But I don't know if that will be enough to pull me out of this funk.  I am hoping that my depression is just a product of my environment and not a medical condition.  Prayer is all that's gotten me through thus far, so I ask you for yours! Thanks pham.