Guest Posted November 7, 2013 Share Posted November 7, 2013 (edited) Josh Phatmass's own not no hip hop clone gillette razor to the dome about to get up in my zone........Dope beat......tell Service put some scratches on it......I spit fire put gasoline and matches on it......I rep Love while haters rep hate you could catch me at the Wynn orderin some Red 8......Fish fried rice soy sauce on the side......representin sin city throwin up the West Side.......Phatmass Miltant shorty say she feelin it she call me Delivery say I be killin it......D-boy......just tryin to slang hope catch me back in the day though tryin to slang coke......100 dollars for a g 300 for a ball tryin to be like Saul instead of being like Paul......catch me on the wall tryin to holla at your girlfriend in the night clubs so drunk I be hurlin......empty dreams gettin no where fast no seatbelt on foot pounded on the gas......runnin red lights and away from Christ Light followin the beast and the dreaded antichrist.......so lost not even knowing I was doin it......devil all up in my life tryin his best just to ruin it.......eyes wide shut with vodca in my cup middle finger up not givin one yup......eyes wide shut with vodca in my cup middle finger up not given one yup......God save me Edited November 7, 2013 by Guest Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AnneLine Posted November 7, 2013 Share Posted November 7, 2013 huh. And this from the guy who doesn't know what to say at an AA meeting, huh? Well.... put it to music, Josh! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted November 7, 2013 Share Posted November 7, 2013 God save me as I go down this path cause it make me wanna cry while it make the devil laugh........And he out for my soul and I'm out of control hard liquor in my cup while the dj throw.......on something real good that make me wanna dance but I'm dancin with the devil he just gave me a glance.......like kid you better ride or kid you gonna die I'm to drunk to say no or even put up a fight.......So God save me as I go down this path cause it make me wanna cry while it make the devil laugh......And he out for my soul and I'm out of control hard liquor in my cup while the dj throw......on something real good that me wanna dance but I'm dancin with the devil he just gave me a glance.......like kid you better ride or kid you gonna die I'm to drunk to say no or even put up a fight....God save me ! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted November 7, 2013 Share Posted November 7, 2013 (edited) I'm on the strip at the table with the chips pocket aces in the hole man these boys should just quit.......double up......that's what I like to do sippin on diet coke ya it used to be the brew........or the vodca mabey the bacardie drunk like a sailor then tell God sorry........then do it again just a slave to my ways God see right through me just like some x rays.......knew I was empty vain like hollywood in love with the money not Him and I rather would.......hit the club......then go to Mass and just pray rather chase them yellow bones then hear what He say........but still wonder why......I'm depressed and just cry when I wake up in the morning feelin like I wanna die......Cryin out to God like take the pain away even though the night before I was pushin Him away.......Like God let me live let me chill let me sip let me get with these girls see how many I can get.......Fornicate all I could just live for the flesh but still try to act Holy tell the world that I'm Blessed.....walking contradiction with a devilish vision shuttin Christ out but still tryin to say I listen.......hard to explain but pretty much insane alota people that I know livin the same......Say we lovin God but no actions to display proof of our love for the Son for the King.......Just eyes wide shut with vodca in our cup with a middle finger up not givin one yup.....Sayin God save me Edited November 7, 2013 by Guest Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted November 7, 2013 Share Posted November 7, 2013 God save me as I go down this path cause it make me wanna cry while it make the devil laugh........And he out for my soul and I'm out of control hard liquor in my cup while the dj throw.......on something real good that make me wanna dance but I'm dancin with the devil he just gave me a glance.......like kid you better ride or kid you gonna die I'm to drunk to say no or even put up a fight.......So God save me as I go down this path cause it make me wanna cry while it make the devil laugh......And he out for my soul and I'm out of control hard liquor in my cup while the dj throw......on something real good that me wanna dance but I'm dancin with the devil he just gave me a glance.......like kid you better ride or kid you gonna die I'm to drunk to say no or even put up a fight....God save me ! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted November 7, 2013 Share Posted November 7, 2013 God save me as I go down this path cause it make me wanna cry while it make the devil laugh........And he out for my soul and I'm out of control hard liquor in my cup while the dj throw.......on something real good that make me wanna dance but I'm dancin with the devil he just gave me a glance.......like kid you better ride or kid you gonna die I'm to drunk to say no or even put up a fight.......So God save me as I go down this path cause it make me wanna cry while it make the devil laugh......And he out for my soul and I'm out of control hard liquor in my cup while the dj throw......on something real good that me wanna dance but I'm dancin with the devil he just gave me a glance.......like kid you better ride or kid you gonna die I'm to drunk to say no or even put up a fight....God save me ! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AnneLine Posted November 7, 2013 Share Posted November 7, 2013 So..... can you turn it around? What is it like to be looking at it from the other side, Josh? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted November 7, 2013 Share Posted November 7, 2013 God save me God could you save me ? devil tryin to kill me the world tryin to play me God save me God could you save me ? devil tryin to kill me the world tryin to play me God save me God could you save me ? devil tryin to kill me the world tryin to play me God save me God could you save me ? devil tryin to kill me the world tryin to play me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted November 7, 2013 Share Posted November 7, 2013 So..... can you turn it around? What is it like to be looking at it from the other side, Josh? Yes its turned around....It feels great don't know why I waited so long... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AnneLine Posted November 7, 2013 Share Posted November 7, 2013 yeah. And I am wondering what it would sound like if it was written from the voice of the person after the turn-around... because it is SO HARD to see the good stuff on the other side thru that haze.... you have a gift, Josh, and I think you might be one who could give that a voice....... praying for you.... talk to God about it.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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