My Mom

[hoosieranna]

My mother is bleeding again after a year when she thought she was finally menopausal.  Her doctor, an internist, told her to get checked out immediately upon learning she'd scheduled an appointment next week.  I'm truthful when I say I cannot do this if it does turn out to be something bad.  I may honestly have a breakdown.  Between my folks' acrimonious divorce (my dad now lives with his mistress, and it actually goes downhill from there), a job that sucks the life from me and just trying to keep my life straight in this economy it feels like I can't handle any more.  I am NOT suicidal, repeat NOT, but I've handled as much as I thought I could and then some, and I'm tired of it.  My prayer life hasn't been a priority for a while so I could use someone else to do the heavy lifting for now.  I don't come here often but I pray for others when I do.  Please do the same for me.