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[Byzantine]

I feel icky. Like I committed a mortal sin that I'm having trouble remembering and naming, sort of. I talked to my pastor this morning and it seems like several things I thought were bad weren't, or at least weren't as bad as I thought. But after that talk I still feel... I guess confused and the word which keeps coming to mind is "defective," but it's not something I really want to talk about except with my pastor. So if you could say a few prayers for me, thanks!