Frustration And Anxiety

[OnlySunshine]

Please pray for me.  Things in my life seem really uncertain right now.  There are times when I feel kind of lost.  I'm doing well in school but I'm not planning to continue the degree program I'm currently in because I really cannot use it towards my long term goal.  I applied to the university early and I was accepted for Spring 2013 but I elected not to go there until Summer 2013.  Now I've applied and I haven't gotten a determination of whether or not I'm accepted.  One advisor said I'd have to wait until I got my grades this semester but another said that everything is in order and I should get a decision in a few days.  That was the Friday before Easter and I still haven't heard anything.  Meanwhile, registration is about to begin very soon and I don't want the classes to fill up before I am accepted.

 

Also, I need prayers that I can find some way to get a car.  I have not worked since March 2012 and didn't even stay at that job long enough.  It really hit me this week that I am almost 30 years old and I am STILL living at home with no job and no Bachelor's degree.  None of the places within walking distance of my house are hiring people with my experience.  I put an application in at my Church for the new receptionist position but I have no idea how I'd get there since it's in the opposite direction from the way either of my parents goes to work.  I'm sick of relying on everyone else.  I have had enough of relying on other people's charity when I should be independent.  I feel stunted and abnormal.  I NEED TO FIND A WAY TO GET A CAR!  I may have to take out a small student loan (no larger than $10,000) but I really don't want to go that route.

 

Please don't PM me about how I should be living.  I know I'm too old to be living under my parents' roof.  I am working with my therapist to become independent and she is doing VERY well about getting me on a treatment goal.  If I get any nasty PMs, they will be ignored.  All I need are your prayers.  PLEASE PRAY!  Thank you and God bless.