Having A Rough Day

[cmaD2006]

Hi Phamily:

 

I'm done with my parish.  I don't feel like I am part of it.  I've discussed it with father ... and he even admitted to it (and he's had a part in it).  I found out that the "group" I'm supposedly in has met, and I haven't been informed.  I wasn't even informed of organizational meetings with all of the "groups."  Then -- I had agreed upon one thing with respect to a ministry that I was working on (with another person) and father "forgets" and decides something different with the other person ... and neither tells me.  I have told father that I need space and will not be at the parish until the 1st, and I'll decide what I will do then.

 

I swear part of it is because I look caucasian and speak english perfectly, that in the spanish community I'm actually experiencing a "reverse discrimination".  Even though I'm of spanish descent.  I'm ready to give up serving the spanish community -- which is my first love.  That is sad.

 

There's more going on too ... but suffice with prayers for the situation mentioned above. 

 

Thanks,