Really Homesick

[FutureSister2009]

And not for my actual home, although I do miss it. But I am homesick for the Salesians. Ever since I've come back from the retreat, I've found myself missing it more and more every single day. I have a lot of regrets like not talking to Sr. Colleen more about it. And I emailed her about a week ago asking her about visiting again and she hasn't gotten back to me. I feel like she's ignoring me and that's scaring me. I want to go back so bad, like it hurts. I feel like a piece of my heart is missing. Please pray that she will get back to me. I'd feel so much better if she does.

 

And I haven't told my mom about it yet. She doesn't even know I was on the retreat. A lot of people don't. I don't know how to tell her about it. It's been such a hard topic to talk about in the past. It's the hardest thing in the world. I've been going through this huge depression. I can't even focus on school anymore. Obviously I need prayers, big time.