Guest AloysiusGhost Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 first thing's first, if anyone here knows me in real life and didn't know this about me, pls come to me about it to talk and don't go off telling everyone. Anyway, this is going to be difficult for me, but there are people out there that know this and would be willing to use this to hold some sort of power over me. may the Spirit give me courage and free me from any chains that tie me down to satan. So that those with bad intentions cannot turn it into evil, i am going to tell this to all of you, my PhatMass Phamily. I ask only for your love and prayers. Also, to the ones who threatened me with this information, may i let you know i love you and forgive you and will never cease to pray for you. I have another SN. Well, yeah, Aloysius and Aloysius Ghost, but another one as well. It's Lundercovera (undercover with an L and an A around it, which backwards makes AL), and i created it because i wanted to share with you all the struggles i was going through without the people that live around me finding out about me. Anyway, i have same sex attraction, quite deep-seated, but that doesn't mean it's who i am. Chastity is my love, my calling, where i will go no matter what. If you've been on MyLifeAfter.com, my sn there is CHASTEgayCATHOLIC. Emphasis on the CHASTE and the CATHOLIC and de-emphasis on the gay part. I may fall at times, but ultimately i can be chaste and find my true call to holiness. I will not let this define me, nor will i let secrecy control me. With the power of the Holy Spirit, i am stronger than that. Through the power of God, i can go through life, and not have a martyr attitude always considering what i'm missing out on. God comforts me, God holds me tight, and God will not let go. No matter how much groups like "Dignity" and "Call to Action" and basically the whole society scream blasphemous stuff to the society, i will not let my heart be troubled, because I know He is with me, and i have courage because of His Power. (courage like [url="http://couragerc.net"]http://couragerc.net[/url] ) So, there you have it. I am not really attracted to girls as a normal boy is, nor have i ever been attracted to girls. I lead a double life and pretended to be, and dated girls, but i was never really attracted nor did i even find enjoyment in such relationships. My EROS, the level of love that deals with sexuality and romantics, is disordered. But I assure you, my AGAPE (Ultimate highest level of love) is off the hook for all of you! don't let this define your image of me, as i do not let this define my image of myself. Pax et Amorque Christi ~Brian Patrick Aloysius LundercoverA Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Philippe Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 i dont really know what to say but i respect you a great deal for posting this and i hope that you stay strong to God! God Bless You Al! We love you no matter what! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 stay strong pham the Lord will bring you through it its your cross, and the devil is gonna be their every bit of the way jus stay strong, and go to battle with the strength of the Lord one Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lilac_angel Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 God bless you, and good for you for having the strength to post about it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
littleflower+JMJ Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 Al you have been so awesome. your strength, your loyalty to the Holy Mother Church and your perserverance in it all, is amazing. i can only say i love ya more as a part of the phamily because you share and you are not afraid to battle it everyday. you constantly seek God to help you and walk with you everyday, you strive to follow His teachings because you know without them, we can't do it alone. thanks for sharing with us, your pham, Al, we are all children of GOD, my prayers are with you and i know you can conquer all because you have hte Blessed Mother interceding for you always. +JMJ+ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PedroX Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 You are a brave man Al. Know that the light of truth burns away the darkness. When we hide our sins and weaknesses, they only grow and fester in the darkness. This is why we confess our sins to the priest, and why scripture encourages confession to our brothers and sisters as well. God will surely bless your courage, and He will always grant our requests for help. Your phamily is here for you. "Kick against the darkness until it bleeds the Light"--Bruce Cockburn peace... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
foundsheep Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 Al, since Ive been on youve been a great contributer. Your awsome and you have my prayers for success in whatever you do. Your Phamily is by your side! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IcePrincessKRS Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 I cannot add anything to what has already been said. You have my utmost respect and love. You are in my prayers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Livin_the_MASS Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 God Bless You, and I look at you no different you are still a brother in Christ. Pax Jason Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Azriel Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 May God continue to bless you and may Mary lift you up to her Son. You have all of my respect Al. All of it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sojourner Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 Ditto to everything that's been said, Al. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
homeschoolmom Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 Wow... I can't add anything either. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Birgitta Noel Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 Al you have my prayers and utmost respect and all that's been said above. Fight the good fight my man! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
theculturewarrior Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 Will pray Aloysius. In heaven you won't be burdened by such things. God loves you and so do I. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dave Posted May 25, 2004 Share Posted May 25, 2004 Al, what can I say? You're to be admired for your courage! You're truly an inspiration! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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