Appointment Tomorrow

[FutureCarmeliteClaire]

I have an appointment tomorrow. Have to talk about a lot of stuff I really don't want to talk about. And I have to listen to other people talk about a bunch of stuff I don't want to talk about.

I'm really hanging by a thread, guys. I have no clue how much longer I can do this. I have to, I just don't know how.

I have no one. I have God, but where is He? I know in my mind and logic that He is carrying me through this, but things are just going downhill. If it wasn't getting better, I'd think it would stay at the same pace, nope, apparently not.

Pray for my parents. One kid needs surgery. One kid has a broken ankle. One kid has stitches.

I don't know where to go from here.
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