For Me Please

[FutureCarmeliteClaire]

I feel like I'm taking over the prayer room, sorry guys.

My nighttime anxiety is coming on right now, and I kind of lost all the coping mechanisms I had... I am trying my best to handle a lot of croutons. I just know when this is all over, I will be very thankful.

For a special intention that means a lot to me.

I am scared about my surgery, I know it's stupid because it's going to be done safely by professionals, it's just... yeah.

The emotional side of this illness is really bad. I feel like I'm stuck in this arena I can't get out of, but I'm the only one in the game.

I know God is with me, because if He wasn't, I wouldn't be alive. The fact that I am alive is a miracle in itself. I just... am having a really hard time. This is really hard.

And I can't handle people anymore. There are a few people that I feel okay being around, but most people make me overwhelmed and frustrated. I don't know what's wrong with me. Actually, I do, and I need help figuring out how to fix it.

Prayers please.
Love,
FCC