Update?

[the171]

I guess. Well, it has been a tumultuous two months. Starting at a new school and all. FCC said I should do this. SOOO... Here it goes!

I'm doing well. Better. I'm much better. Ironically, I had signed up for a "Proving the Existence of God" workshop two weeks ago. There were other workshops I wanted to go to but they were all filled. God is funny that way. I had doubts at that point. I have for a while now, but I guess they got the better of me this week. In still fighting those. It is hard. Life is hard. But life is also good. One thing I have learned recently is what good ol' Sheen always said: "Life is worth living." It will smell of elderberries, people will take advantage of you, you will be hurt, you will be broken. But I think the best proof for the existence of God is that life smells of elderberries. Because life smells of elderberries, there MUST be a meaning, a reason.

I am still struggling. I don't think my life is going to get easier, but I do know I will get stronger and all my scars for these past few years will be my medals of victory in heaven.

[FutureCarmeliteClaire]

Why the heck am I crying as I read this? Well said, little one.

"He knows this is going to make you stronger."

[Ed Normile]

Sounds like you are developing a great attitude, that will pull you through the hard times. Hard times magnify the good times into great times. You said one thing I gotta comment on, you said you will be broken, that depends on your resolve. Even if you become broken God will mend you and when done you will be better, like gold refined in fire.

God bless you.

ed

[PhuturePriest]

This is great to hear. I will of course continue to pray for you. I am sure this talk on God's existence will help in some way, and I feel confident you will be back to your normal self soon enough.