Please Pray That I Get To Confession

[PhuturePriest]

Please, phamily, pray that I get to confession this week. I'm going to be an altar server for the first time ever this Sunday morning, and my spiritual director is meeting me half an hour beforehand to teach me how. However, I am what I believe is a state of Mortal sin and I am hoping that I can ask him to do a quick emergency confession before Mass. I haven't been in a state of Mortal sin in over a year, and I haven't not received the Eucharist in that long either. I had myself so convinced that what I was doing was okay, but I succumbed to temptation. I'm so ashamed of myself...