Anniversary Of My Suicide Attempt

[knightec]

Friday will be the 1 year anniversary of my suicide attempt. After lots & lots of therapy i thought that i had made peace with the decision that i made but as the day gets closer im not real sure how i feel. Im very grateful that i survived but there are times when i still feel like things would have been better off if i hadnt. I know alot of this thinking is the devils way of trying to destroy all that i have achieved. Please pray that i can remain strong.