Er? Vacation?

[FutureCarmeliteClaire]

Hey y'all. I could use a few prayers tonight. The past two days have been awful. Stabbing headaches (today was all day long), today I got chest pains and almost passed out. My mom is/has been considering taking me to the ER (a better one this time), but we are going on vacation this week. I don't want to go to the ER because I will miss vacation, because I think I'll end up getting surgery.

I am 95% diagnosed with Thoracic Outlet Syndrome (my arm is too purple to explain what it is, look it up), anyway, we have an appt with a doctor that treats it in a week. But the last two days have been particularly awful. My mom feels like she'd be selfish to not take me in today or even yesterday because of vacation. It's still an option, I'm just sad about it.

If I miss vacation, I will be missing the first time I get to meet my cousin's babies and hang out with some family and friends. If I miss vacation, I may be treated sooner.

All I want to do is crawl into a corner and bawl my eyes out (did that the other day). The pain is horrendous, my arm goes dark purple when I change my clothes. I can't feel my arm. But then again, that happens every day.

Please pray.
FCC