Continuted Prayers

[FutureCarmeliteClaire]

Thank you all for your prayers, it means the world to me. I have definitely learned that everything really happens in God's time for your own good. But it's just so hard to see that sometimes, and it's so hard to trust that He'll take care of you.

I honestly have not been this happy in four months. God made a way where there wasn't one.

Right now, I ask for prayers that we get a definite diagnosis and a cure. Also, in particular for my vocation. It literally pains me going to VS. I know that's horrible, but it's really hard right now, so I'm taking a break from that part of the forum. I have a friend from my parish who is discerning, and not only does she love to talk about it (which is fine), but she likes to ask me about my discernment. My response lately has been, "Yeah, I'm planning to go back and visit Carmel." I've been doing okay not dwelling on my retreat or live-in or entrance (which won't happen until we figure this out or have treatment and I heal from all this), but certain things set me off, and it just happens that my heart really hurts when when I am put in certain situations. I know God won't call me somewhere I can't go, and right now, His Will is that I get better and I follow His plan in the present.

Please pray I have the strength to do some forgiving I need to do and the strength to persevere through this storm.

FCC