I Can't Do This

[FutureCarmeliteClaire]

I am done. My arm is purple and numb. We went to the ER for this last week. They can't do anything for me. I don't have a clot and my arterial flow is fine. We see my orthopedist on Monday and a new endocrinologist on Wednesday.

My arm is purple. Someone please tell me how I'm supposed to just sit around elevating my arm for the next 36 hours until someone else tells me there's nothing they can do.

Prayers aren't being answered. I don't know why. I am so alone. No one is willing to do this with me. I'd like it if I knew He was there. But I'm alone, and I don't understand. Almost every time I have seen a doctor they tell me they can't do anything and to go see someone else, and that someone else says the same thing. I'm tired of seeing someone else, and I don't know what to do. Most people don't understand what it feels like to feel like you're going to die or have a limb fall off every day.

Please pray.