More Prayers Please

[cmaD2006]

Hi Phamily:

a) I found out during my trip to the funeral that my cousin is on a liver transplant list.
b) another cousin has been diagnosed with lupus, and is a mom of several autistic children that she homeschools
c) the Church situation is still tense ... and I'm starting to find out that people that I should be able to trust are really untrustworthy. At this point I'm not sure what to do
d) I actually missed the funeral, but made the wake. I'm in a haze -- I can't figure out what I am feeling, nor really process what happened. Everyone was cordial, but I really, really, really hold grudges over my aunt's actions when my mom died (and to this date due to what happened my mom's gravesite is still not even blessed).
e) I was hoping to make it to the cementary where my mom is buried, but unluckily the cementary was closed. I was probably 50 ft away from her burial site. I haven't been back in 5 years and was hoping to be there at the site. I decided not to push it and visit before flying back home, but it's tough knowing how close I got. I am also heartbroken because of the need to bless the site.
f) I am still having neck pains. Today actually has been a light pain day, but I'm weary of it. And really of everything.

I do have a meeting with my sd on Saturday. I'd appreciate any prayers -- a quick Our Father or Ave Maria will be most appreciated. I've got to work all weekend to make up the hours that I missed due to the wake (my big company only gives a couple of days off to those who have an immediate family member pass away).