Difficult Time; Please Pray For Me.

[VeniJesuAmorMi]

Please in your charity say a little prayer for me. I have been going through a difficult time these past almost 4 months from being sent away from the religious community I was with for over a year. My one year anniversary of my Clothing is going to be coming around this month. It would have been also around the time that I could have been making First Vows, but I couldn't be accepted. I have been having deep feelings of hurt and anger and it has been not nice being back "in the world." I was with a cloistered community. I don't want anything the world has to offer and its been a painful realization that I could have to give my time and attention to worldly matters when what I would like to do more than anything is to devote myself only to Our Lord in the religious life. Pray that I will keep hope and persevere and so much more virtue that I need. Sometimes it seems that I hit the bottom and I get very down. I'm very thankful for your prayers.