Doubts And Fears

[OnlySunshine]

Ever since I took the beginning part of the psychological assessment last week, doubts and fears have crept in that have been hard to get rid of. Now, I prepared myself for this -- I rather figured it would happen because the enemy tries so hard to keep us from serving God (after all, the enemy hates God). Even so, I've been having a lot of doubts related to whether or not this psychological exam will prevent my entrance to religious life. There are some things in my past that I'm not proud of and I hope they won't pose a problem.

I wrote in my journal about what I was experiencing and that seemed to help, but I'm still praying for the rest of the fear to go away. I don't want it to consume me because I know God is in control. (Romans 8:28; Jeremiah 29:11)