Stinkin' Drinkin'

[Tab'le De'Bah-Rye]

prayers please...
After 3 months sobriety and 12 months clean i have been drinking excessively once every month approx again for the last 3 months, to the point where i used drugs last night while i was drunk. I hate doing this and it causes me nothing but grief, unsure why i persist, i think i hang onto the hope that one day i will be able to drink with control over the amount and behaviour. This doesn't seem as if it will be possible ever again for myself.

Onward christian souls.
JESUS iz LORD.