FutureCarmeliteClaire Posted July 12, 2012 Share Posted July 12, 2012 Here I go again... Church has been really hard, the one place where I find peace, where I consider to be my "happy place", is not so reassuring. I know Our Lord is still present in the Eucharist, but I can't get around in that place without people asking if I know what's wrong with me or how I'm feeling. There are people I genuinely want to talk about this stuff with, but I don't want to go everywhere being reminded and defined by it. Each day I have a bigger pit in my stomach worrying and being upset. I've lost control of anything at this point, and I've come to the difficult realization that I never did have control. The physical pain is bad as usual, as well. You know that Psalm, "My heart is ready, O Lord, my heart is ready."? Well, my heart isn't ready. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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