More Urgent Prayers

[FutureCarmeliteClaire]

Hey y'all. Had more therapy today, and I have to go back to my orthopedist. I am scared. I don't want surgery. I don't want another MRI (had one about a year and a half ago for my scoliosis). I have been diagnosed with PCOS this past year as well, and I am really stressing over that. I haven't been going through my cycles properly since one year ago last week. My great-grandma died this month. I feel horrible about myself. I feel fat because my weight gain a year ago is what made me get PCOS. I hate this. I don't have anyone to vent to right now. I usually talk to the171 about this stuff, but she's away this week, and things are just getting worse and worse each minute. I need an SD, bad. I have been having a lot of confusion over my vocation, and I just can't do this. I really can't. I feel like croutons. Please pray. I am too weak.

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