Alcoholic Drinking

[Tab'le De'Bah-Rye]

Pax domini...
Prayers please, i busted last night and had 7 standard drinks. And please pray for my sponser in a.a. he doesn't seem to wan't to understand that he may not be the sponser for me. Also i need to get a mental health plan so as i can get a psychologist @ catholic care to help me work through this. But on top of that i was on my way to the rebeles lair to love them the best i could and somone had throwin a tiny stun flare on the roof and somone rung the firebrigade because it looked like a coal but brighter, Thankyou holy mother and miraculous medalion which i just got enrolled in a few weeks ago, there was a possible 3 outcomes if i went in to drink there, everyone turning against me or half the pub choosing GOD and half the pub saying stuff GOD and a fight issuing from that division. And i take the firebrigade and cops as a sign from the holy mother that i don't have the authority to drink there anyway because i wouldn't just have a few. Maybe or hopefully i don't know one day i may have that authority to go there and not drink a drop of alcohol and just play pool and music and not have the whole party turning in on me or themselves. I so wan't to love the outcasts along with jesus'.

Onward christian souls
JESUS iz LORD.
God is good, God is love, God saves.