The Walls Are Closing In

[ContemporaryCaflicCrusader]

i need a new job. I am at war with a supervisor now. he's always been mean to me and i let him know its bothers me and then he plays it all innocent and i brown nose a lil and this week I told him i dion't trust him as far as i could throw him. and he is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO juvenile. did i tell you this guys studying to be a cop?!? I've worked at this haunted bar for half a decade now and this guy has been there longer but took a hiatus cuz the owner set him up with "a fat chick" and he "doesn't do fat chicks" so he left and asked to come back shortly after and I give owner credit he wouldn't let him back reason being he broke chairs and a doorway the night the Pats lost their chance at a perfect season. and eventually the owner begged for him back and now he's a supervisor. I went to school with this guy and he was a butthead then. but for the most of these 5 years I've been so passive I thinks he's thought he was my friend and so he more upset. and i was always like its Christ like to turn the other cheek but now I'm like Jesus wasn't a brown noser He wasn't afraid to stand up and call a spade a spade. I just need a new job and strength not to lose my razzle dazzle. cuz you can ask my fam i NEVER used to get angry. well... basically. and over the last half a year my family and co workers have said I commonly am in a bad mood which is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo unlike me. Mom sez I should just stop listening to Underoath. Apairantly she isn't afraid to call a spade a spade lol, And I'm keeping with Underoath cuz I know Limon is still doing the Mt. Dew! Do the Dew!!! and the Eucharist too. Oh ya. I'm a groomsman for tomorrow's wedding for my sis. we could use prayers for that too lol.