Worry About Finances

[OnlySunshine]

Could I ask you all to please pray for me? I have been out of a job for a month now after resigning due to stress and anxiety. My therapist agrees that it was not the right fit after I explained everything to her. I have been worrying the last week about how I'm going to pay my car insurance bills and buy gas. I haven't told my grandmother yet that I am unemployed again so I don't have her support and I'm not sure I would get it anyway. My mom and dad are unable to support me financially because they already allow me to live in their house.

I want this to stop. I know in my heart that I need to make a change and start taking responsibility for myself. I've had this pressing on my heart and I'm trying to trust God with all that I have, but it's easier said than done. Sometimes, I think He is upset with me and I wonder if I made the right decision to leave so soon. I know I can't change anything about the past, but I really need to move forward and make things right before it's too late.

I was looking into long-term volunteer positions, but I can't find one that I'm qualified for that has an opening. I think God is telling me that He needs me to stay here. I am begging Him to help me out. Please say some prayers that everything works out very soon. I'm VERY low on money.